As my inside twitch, and I turn, I make one of the loudest screams you have ever heard. The sound echo from wall to wall, cats and dogs were mad and making hissy fists in their households, because of the menacing noise. I beg for escape and I plea, but still I am tied up and I like it. This has been one of the best outer body experiences I have owned. No one can make me stop but me, but I am not ready to be relieved of this pain. Where shall I store my thoughts, for they no longer reside in my head, but are now actions I am ready to violently express.
Is there hope for me, I don’t think so, someone walked into the room I am in, and saw me on the floor, tied up, I scream at him, I don’t deserve to live, don’t let me escape, this is my own therapy, I need to release, I know the pain is intense, but I am okay with it as long as it exist.
Sometimes in life we just need to act out. We need to scream out our thoughts or make them actions. Only when we do something different are we truly living. Not all forms of life we can do what we want, but that’s by choice…Choose to do what you want to do.
Live Life Unscripted…
When last have you ever acted out?
When last have you tried something different?
Let me know you thoughts…. 🙂
Thanks for reading,
Richardo A. Wilson
3 thoughts on “TIE ME UP, I DON’T TO DESERVE TO LIVE”
Ah, thats exactly how i feel at times. Thanks for sharing this. Very inspiring =)
Thanks a bunch. I know I wasn’t the only one to feel that way. We just got to get it out sometimes. 🙂 I am glad you liked, the thought has just came to mind and I free wrote the words as my mind with thinking it up.
Yes and thats exactly what i do, Write whats on my mind and just go with the flow ! 🙂